失去我的

• When i was in michigan i would go to this huge wilderness park and i could throw a canoe in the river and id paddle up the kalamazoo river and i would be a million miles from no where and it was absolutely beautiful and pristine and i loved that wilderness
  大学毕业后，我知道神呼召我进入服侍，我即将进入pasadena的福乐神学院离开密西根时我说：神，我要失去我的郊外了，我要失去这户外的环境了，我要失去这空间，是您赐给我。