Reformation may be its cure ; and i could reform - i have strength yet for that - if - but where is the use of thinking of it , hampered , burdened , cursed as i am 而我能悔改我有力量这么做如果不过既然我已经负荷沉重步履艰难该受诅咒了，现在想这管什么用呢？
He said , " as soon as i could , i went into the navy very young with the hopes that the navy would teach me how to be secure . i thought that if i could defend myself and i could have strength and i could have the abilities to be able to fight off the demons that i would find security . " he continued , " but what i found instead was a bottle 许多年后，这种不安全感才消退，我尽早加入了海军陆战队，年纪很轻我已加入了海军陆战队，盼望他们能教我怎样得到安全感，盼望若我能自卫，若我有力量，若我有能力击退鬼魔，我就能够找到安全感，可是，我找到只是一个酒瓶。
