But as matters really stood , to watch miss ingram s efforts at fascinating mr . rochester , to witness their repeated failure - herself unconscious that they did fail ; vainly fancying that each shaft launched hit the mark , and infatuatedly pluming herself on success , when her pride and self - complacency repelled further and further what she wished to allure - to witness this , was to be at once under ceaseless excitation and ruthless restraint 但实际情况并非加此，目睹英格拉姆小姐想方设法遮住罗切斯特先生，看着她连连败绩她自己却并没有意识到，反而徒劳地幻想，每一支射出的箭都击中了目标，昏头昏脑地为自己的成功而洋洋得意，而她的傲气与自负却越来越把她希望诱捕的目的物拒之于门外看着这切使我同时陷入了无尽的激动和无情的自制之中。
